You can catch me in the middle of lonesome. So unsure about myself. Feel mislead, feel so discomfort. How can I run from this mess. I want to take your hand just to lay my sorrow down. I want to look into your eyes to make me calm. I want to kiss your lips to make me strong enough. I want to,...I want to,...
But the moment is over now.
How can I make up the sun to send you its warmth for you to come to me? I've been dreaming so long. I will coup it to reality. Someday, somewhere.

day of emptynes

I wake up. Oh, I pass yesterday. But I've not overcome my feeling. I remember how I prepared for yesterday. I remember how I counted times. To get you. To touch you. It's a long long road to reach the moment. I want you to know how so meaningful that time to me. I"ve dreamed it for nights.
And I understand finally. Now I console my heart. But my eyes not willing to stop shed it tears.
Along my way home I found my heart ache. O, felt like something withhold you from my touch.... Seems like fate get its step in my front, try to foist me!
I hope I never been there. I hope I never aggrieved. I used no to be like this before. How can I say? It just an empty day. No more.

August

it's about life. yours and mine. every one's. Don't throw your life to the wall, Dear. Don't let any one steal your dreams. It is your own life, your own future. Mine is yours and yours is mine. Simple thing. We need no fight to get one.