happy end

calming my heartbeat
your voice is so soft
your touch is warm
it decreasing an anger in me

start from unconsciousness
climbing to high mountain of fear
many years I must survive
to find you

finally I touch your lips again
finally I hold your hands
like years ago

Running like a storm,
flying like a jet plane,
I almost forget all tears
...........................now I believe tomorow is ours.

The time

It's time to think
it's time to learn
it's time to ask myself

Not a train nor a poison will heal your headache
I've ask you to come home
I've searching almost around the world
get back, come back to me...

This is a morning
two mornings I wake up lonely
feels like a thousand years
I grasp a loneliness, drink my tears every night

I understand I've walk in a fragile land
I understand you are not kind of a man I've been looking for

This is a start to think about you, about me, about us
I'll try
my firs step again
this is the time

If

If the world without gravitation
we will live in a light
If the world without clouds
I'll catch your hands

seems to me
I'm laying in a glass
shaking my hand
slowly
powerless

want to touch you now
and take you home
just for us
nights and days
no one else

If there is no any time
if there is no any distance
between us

Oh, Love!!
Don't pick up my wings

The evening search

Finally I found you.
Time goes and almost fade your smile away. My concern is about keeping us together. It's a dream but it is a reality. I hold you. In my arm today. I kiss you in every step we get. I promise I will never let you go.
It was rain and road was crowded. I cried out loud to called out your name. again ang again. Every body looked at me. Perhaps I looked like an insane woman. Oh,I don't care. My heart beat so strong as I saw a big-big fire. Black hazard. Where are you?
Finally I found you.
Then I closed the door I don't wanna any one else to take away you from me. You bring a full bag of candies. I hold you I cry. Don,t go away from me, don't let me loosing you. You know you are my reason to stay alive. In this unhappy world.
Who have attracted you to go the time I ask you home? Who asked you to away from me the time I knew it is not good for you to go outdoor?
In the middle of crowded I asked to everyone. I asked until my eyes tears, I walked until mu toe ache.
My baby, don't let me jump in this situation. This evening I sad but then I am happy.

finding curtain of love

It's been along time I lay in this empty bed.
no roses
no kisses
only a smile but it kidnaped by the breeze
how can I survive?

Why don't you call me for awhile
to say goodnight
or just say hello
for my almost droop love
inside me

.................
where does your heart go?
do you still bring your love to me?
is there any?

Only raindrops
answer me

you said you have not changed yet
but your act speak it loud

oh,love........................

candle wait

It was only me who's dreaming. Waiting for you, your call or even only your messages. Two words, magical words never out from you. Until the day was over. See? My candle waiting for you. It was a waiting moment, a meaningful to me. And you shocked me with your unappearance. All fade, all fade suddenly,.... How can you do this to me?

castle of heart

Minutes stop
How can this sound calling me still?
I know how hard to prepare
I know how it feel

This castle mean so much for us
only us know where
only us can touch

we color it with heart
we build it with tears and sweat
we decorated it with passion, love,and understanding
you and me
from our different world

And suddenly it stop
As wind blows strong
take our castle to rock
Give me your song! give your song!

Minute stop
I only find your tears drop