love never last

between us , no mountain will stand
between us, no galaxy will constant

because we are one
because we never apart

love
never last
     even though sun stop shinning

baby I

Baby I,...
Shed a tear for you

Baby I,....
want to repeat time for you
back to years ago
back to minutes ago
back to your golden golden golden periode

How could I
take your future again?
How could I
save your life again?
How could I
see your smile again? again?

My baby, my love, my future...
I can not explain how much you mean to me

It was an easy way but why  I could not reach you
at the right time
at the right time

Oh, Baby I...
can't stand without your love

(for all cretin children in the world. our apologies to generation)

here i am

here i am
standing out of my dreams
facing all hopes
memories
................i find myself arguing
to my heart beat

calm, i said
as the sun still shinning
no one can take away my dreams
                                          from my hands
                                          from my soul
coz it there, flaming on and on
will never loose my hope

so i take a palm of song
lullaby
to wake my mind, my sense
i have wake up already

here i am
facing all facts
yes, atand up on my own feet
to take my own destiny
my shine

happy end

calming my heartbeat
your voice is so soft
your touch is warm
it decreasing an anger in me

start from unconsciousness
climbing to high mountain of fear
many years I must survive
to find you

finally I touch your lips again
finally I hold your hands
like years ago

Running like a storm,
flying like a jet plane,
I almost forget all tears
...........................now I believe tomorow is ours.

The time

It's time to think
it's time to learn
it's time to ask myself

Not a train nor a poison will heal your headache
I've ask you to come home
I've searching almost around the world
get back, come back to me...

This is a morning
two mornings I wake up lonely
feels like a thousand years
I grasp a loneliness, drink my tears every night

I understand I've walk in a fragile land
I understand you are not kind of a man I've been looking for

This is a start to think about you, about me, about us
I'll try
my firs step again
this is the time

If

If the world without gravitation
we will live in a light
If the world without clouds
I'll catch your hands

seems to me
I'm laying in a glass
shaking my hand
slowly
powerless

want to touch you now
and take you home
just for us
nights and days
no one else

If there is no any time
if there is no any distance
between us

Oh, Love!!
Don't pick up my wings

The evening search

Finally I found you.
Time goes and almost fade your smile away. My concern is about keeping us together. It's a dream but it is a reality. I hold you. In my arm today. I kiss you in every step we get. I promise I will never let you go.
It was rain and road was crowded. I cried out loud to called out your name. again ang again. Every body looked at me. Perhaps I looked like an insane woman. Oh,I don't care. My heart beat so strong as I saw a big-big fire. Black hazard. Where are you?
Finally I found you.
Then I closed the door I don't wanna any one else to take away you from me. You bring a full bag of candies. I hold you I cry. Don,t go away from me, don't let me loosing you. You know you are my reason to stay alive. In this unhappy world.
Who have attracted you to go the time I ask you home? Who asked you to away from me the time I knew it is not good for you to go outdoor?
In the middle of crowded I asked to everyone. I asked until my eyes tears, I walked until mu toe ache.
My baby, don't let me jump in this situation. This evening I sad but then I am happy.

finding curtain of love

It's been along time I lay in this empty bed.
no roses
no kisses
only a smile but it kidnaped by the breeze
how can I survive?

Why don't you call me for awhile
to say goodnight
or just say hello
for my almost droop love
inside me

.................
where does your heart go?
do you still bring your love to me?
is there any?

Only raindrops
answer me

you said you have not changed yet
but your act speak it loud

oh,love........................

candle wait

It was only me who's dreaming. Waiting for you, your call or even only your messages. Two words, magical words never out from you. Until the day was over. See? My candle waiting for you. It was a waiting moment, a meaningful to me. And you shocked me with your unappearance. All fade, all fade suddenly,.... How can you do this to me?

castle of heart

Minutes stop
How can this sound calling me still?
I know how hard to prepare
I know how it feel

This castle mean so much for us
only us know where
only us can touch

we color it with heart
we build it with tears and sweat
we decorated it with passion, love,and understanding
you and me
from our different world

And suddenly it stop
As wind blows strong
take our castle to rock
Give me your song! give your song!

Minute stop
I only find your tears drop

You can catch me in the middle of lonesome. So unsure about myself. Feel mislead, feel so discomfort. How can I run from this mess. I want to take your hand just to lay my sorrow down. I want to look into your eyes to make me calm. I want to kiss your lips to make me strong enough. I want to,...I want to,...
But the moment is over now.
How can I make up the sun to send you its warmth for you to come to me? I've been dreaming so long. I will coup it to reality. Someday, somewhere.

day of emptynes

I wake up. Oh, I pass yesterday. But I've not overcome my feeling. I remember how I prepared for yesterday. I remember how I counted times. To get you. To touch you. It's a long long road to reach the moment. I want you to know how so meaningful that time to me. I"ve dreamed it for nights.
And I understand finally. Now I console my heart. But my eyes not willing to stop shed it tears.
Along my way home I found my heart ache. O, felt like something withhold you from my touch.... Seems like fate get its step in my front, try to foist me!
I hope I never been there. I hope I never aggrieved. I used no to be like this before. How can I say? It just an empty day. No more.

August

it's about life. yours and mine. every one's. Don't throw your life to the wall, Dear. Don't let any one steal your dreams. It is your own life, your own future. Mine is yours and yours is mine. Simple thing. We need no fight to get one.

So,
please hold me and never let me go

keep us one

your eyes talk too much.it's enough for me.you care is as wide as the sky.i can't run away from your touch. because i know i always need you. because you know i can't live without your love.and only us know why.this secret love is meaningful.swan and deer.sand and rainbow.or whatever they said.all i knew is you and me.whoever we are we have love to keep us one.

lost in world

calling You from distance
it was me
who made a distance

You saw me cry
after all he said
You let me walked out
run from You
so far

I know
I never away from You
I blind myself from Your beautiful smile
I deaf myself from Your words
I numb myself from Your loving touch
I,..
I,..
never felt a love as great as Yours

how can I say?
I love You but asking You why
I'm Yours but asking You
: do You really exist?

political love?

politic, a cruel srategyc sometimes
politic, always bring a mask
politic, my dear..
a tool to help people, too

never give up for this love
never give up for this live

i swear
i will never give up for you.

really heaven

we discuse about heaven
is there any?
you ask me about my God
how about yours?
is your God is mine? is it the same?

i feel your smile, dry
i touch your eyes, wet

it is about live and death
it is about you and me

But,....
i find heaven
is here
as we are one
you and me
there's no heaven like this

thousand years

thousand years go by
fly
now empty
in me
as I look at your eyes

dessert me
cool, freeze,lonely
but dry
I am

backward to veil,...
ten eggs now become dandelion
wing to moon