here i am

here i am
standing out of my dreams
facing all hopes
memories
................i find myself arguing
to my heart beat

calm, i said
as the sun still shinning
no one can take away my dreams
                                          from my hands
                                          from my soul
coz it there, flaming on and on
will never loose my hope

so i take a palm of song
lullaby
to wake my mind, my sense
i have wake up already

here i am
facing all facts
yes, atand up on my own feet
to take my own destiny
my shine

day of emptynes

I wake up. Oh, I pass yesterday. But I've not overcome my feeling. I remember how I prepared for yesterday. I remember how I counted times. To get you. To touch you. It's a long long road to reach the moment. I want you to know how so meaningful that time to me. I"ve dreamed it for nights.
And I understand finally. Now I console my heart. But my eyes not willing to stop shed it tears.
Along my way home I found my heart ache. O, felt like something withhold you from my touch.... Seems like fate get its step in my front, try to foist me!
I hope I never been there. I hope I never aggrieved. I used no to be like this before. How can I say? It just an empty day. No more.