lost in world

calling You from distance
it was me
who made a distance

You saw me cry
after all he said
You let me walked out
run from You
so far

I know
I never away from You
I blind myself from Your beautiful smile
I deaf myself from Your words
I numb myself from Your loving touch
I,..
I,..
never felt a love as great as Yours

how can I say?
I love You but asking You why
I'm Yours but asking You
: do You really exist?