You can catch me in the middle of lonesome. So unsure about myself. Feel mislead, feel so discomfort. How can I run from this mess. I want to take your hand just to lay my sorrow down. I want to look into your eyes to make me calm. I want to kiss your lips to make me strong enough. I want to,...I want to,...
But the moment is over now.
How can I make up the sun to send you its warmth for you to come to me? I've been dreaming so long. I will coup it to reality. Someday, somewhere.

day of emptynes

I wake up. Oh, I pass yesterday. But I've not overcome my feeling. I remember how I prepared for yesterday. I remember how I counted times. To get you. To touch you. It's a long long road to reach the moment. I want you to know how so meaningful that time to me. I"ve dreamed it for nights.
And I understand finally. Now I console my heart. But my eyes not willing to stop shed it tears.
Along my way home I found my heart ache. O, felt like something withhold you from my touch.... Seems like fate get its step in my front, try to foist me!
I hope I never been there. I hope I never aggrieved. I used no to be like this before. How can I say? It just an empty day. No more.

August

it's about life. yours and mine. every one's. Don't throw your life to the wall, Dear. Don't let any one steal your dreams. It is your own life, your own future. Mine is yours and yours is mine. Simple thing. We need no fight to get one.

So,
please hold me and never let me go

keep us one

your eyes talk too much.it's enough for me.you care is as wide as the sky.i can't run away from your touch. because i know i always need you. because you know i can't live without your love.and only us know why.this secret love is meaningful.swan and deer.sand and rainbow.or whatever they said.all i knew is you and me.whoever we are we have love to keep us one.

lost in world

calling You from distance
it was me
who made a distance

You saw me cry
after all he said
You let me walked out
run from You
so far

I know
I never away from You
I blind myself from Your beautiful smile
I deaf myself from Your words
I numb myself from Your loving touch
I,..
I,..
never felt a love as great as Yours

how can I say?
I love You but asking You why
I'm Yours but asking You
: do You really exist?

political love?

politic, a cruel srategyc sometimes
politic, always bring a mask
politic, my dear..
a tool to help people, too

never give up for this love
never give up for this live

i swear
i will never give up for you.

really heaven

we discuse about heaven
is there any?
you ask me about my God
how about yours?
is your God is mine? is it the same?

i feel your smile, dry
i touch your eyes, wet

it is about live and death
it is about you and me

But,....
i find heaven
is here
as we are one
you and me
there's no heaven like this

thousand years

thousand years go by
fly
now empty
in me
as I look at your eyes

dessert me
cool, freeze,lonely
but dry
I am

backward to veil,...
ten eggs now become dandelion
wing to moon

me and you

fly to the moon, we've discused
taking world in our finger tip, we've imagine
coloring days
kissing sun shine
blowing all emptiness

each word we spell
growing
each moment we shared
bloom

never will stop, u said
never will die, I swear
me, you.
forever

keep you in my arms
kising you forever
let the world with their own brain
we keep silent
but in warmth
sun smilling
moon shy
''''''''''''''''''''
love,
we catch in palm

tears in your palm

wake up, I run lonely
wake up, and turn on light
in your heart
to this dark, silent and frozen road
wake up, Sun
wake up!!

Night was so cruel
Night was so pale
I told to myself
this must be a bitter world
wake up, wake up!!
all farmers almost die
they cry on and on
oh, Life : tears in your palm.....

love you all

water,soil,air,fire,sun,cloud,rain,light,storm,...oase and everything.
Meet u at the top, meet u as u down.
Always. Your eyes shinning.
Bright.
"Part of nature itself", u said.
And flow.
Like water.
It's life.
my life, your life.
Past, today , future.
We walk.
Never be alone.
I love u. All.
"That's all", u said

waiting

I am laying alone. Your smile so close to me. Close enough to touch,...but it fade away. Scene by scene walking in my mind. Time we shared, time we in love.
Can't cry hard enough now.
only tears,....they talk too much
but not enough for me
my heart taste its own sorrow
......oh, feeling so unsure.....
are you still there, Love?

silence

I am a silent
frozen
lonely
wind
blowing in your dark night
entrance to your calm heart
as u open it

so let me lay on your warm soul
and share lonelines
emptines
get it into our happines

i love you

never hate u

it said that love is only skin deep
then u'll find hate
Or me who never seen the truth
keep taking something gonna change?
hate u: will never on my mind
at all
after all

i love you

don't ask me why
don't ask me how
don't ask me what

i love you
that's all the answer

it's a grace to hold u
in my arms
kissing your smile
spend hundrets minutes
with you

as wind blows fast
my heart beats strong
and warm
inside me

you and i
only two of us
understand
what kind of scene it be

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