lost in world

calling You from distance
it was me
who made a distance

You saw me cry
after all he said
You let me walked out
run from You
so far

I know
I never away from You
I blind myself from Your beautiful smile
I deaf myself from Your words
I numb myself from Your loving touch
I,..
I,..
never felt a love as great as Yours

how can I say?
I love You but asking You why
I'm Yours but asking You
: do You really exist?

political love?

politic, a cruel srategyc sometimes
politic, always bring a mask
politic, my dear..
a tool to help people, too

never give up for this love
never give up for this live

i swear
i will never give up for you.

really heaven

we discuse about heaven
is there any?
you ask me about my God
how about yours?
is your God is mine? is it the same?

i feel your smile, dry
i touch your eyes, wet

it is about live and death
it is about you and me

But,....
i find heaven
is here
as we are one
you and me
there's no heaven like this

thousand years

thousand years go by
fly
now empty
in me
as I look at your eyes

dessert me
cool, freeze,lonely
but dry
I am

backward to veil,...
ten eggs now become dandelion
wing to moon

me and you

fly to the moon, we've discused
taking world in our finger tip, we've imagine
coloring days
kissing sun shine
blowing all emptiness

each word we spell
growing
each moment we shared
bloom

never will stop, u said
never will die, I swear
me, you.
forever

keep you in my arms
kising you forever
let the world with their own brain
we keep silent
but in warmth
sun smilling
moon shy
''''''''''''''''''''
love,
we catch in palm

tears in your palm

wake up, I run lonely
wake up, and turn on light
in your heart
to this dark, silent and frozen road
wake up, Sun
wake up!!

Night was so cruel
Night was so pale
I told to myself
this must be a bitter world
wake up, wake up!!
all farmers almost die
they cry on and on
oh, Life : tears in your palm.....

love you all

water,soil,air,fire,sun,cloud,rain,light,storm,...oase and everything.
Meet u at the top, meet u as u down.
Always. Your eyes shinning.
Bright.
"Part of nature itself", u said.
And flow.
Like water.
It's life.
my life, your life.
Past, today , future.
We walk.
Never be alone.
I love u. All.
"That's all", u said

waiting

I am laying alone. Your smile so close to me. Close enough to touch,...but it fade away. Scene by scene walking in my mind. Time we shared, time we in love.
Can't cry hard enough now.
only tears,....they talk too much
but not enough for me
my heart taste its own sorrow
......oh, feeling so unsure.....
are you still there, Love?

silence

I am a silent
frozen
lonely
wind
blowing in your dark night
entrance to your calm heart
as u open it

so let me lay on your warm soul
and share lonelines
emptines
get it into our happines

i love you

never hate u

it said that love is only skin deep
then u'll find hate
Or me who never seen the truth
keep taking something gonna change?
hate u: will never on my mind
at all
after all

i love you

don't ask me why
don't ask me how
don't ask me what

i love you
that's all the answer

it's a grace to hold u
in my arms
kissing your smile
spend hundrets minutes
with you

as wind blows fast
my heart beats strong
and warm
inside me

you and i
only two of us
understand
what kind of scene it be

nafas cintaku

:ketidakberdayaan memelukku
erat,
teramat erat

kusadari
betapa harus menanti
sisa waktumu
sisa letihm
sisa hatimu
kau jatuhkan di ujung rinduku

kupungut satu satu
kutaburkan di sudut hati
yang beku
hampir layu

.........
beginikah?
nafas cintaku

utopia

and we start to step
on a cloudy road
let our love light away
keep taking my hands, Sweetheart

:the truth is
I want to have u
all of u
only for me
but,
there’s something I can’t shake
someone else
beside u
spent her life for long time with u

this is my first time
love someone
in an impossible case
and for my first time
I want to do something I called sin
:spending a cup of night with u

only if u happy
only if it good for u
surely,
I’ll be happy, too
looking at u from a far
loving u from outside
no matter what happen to me

i love u

finally i got the answer
finally i find it myself
i love u
yes, i love u
but road is not smooth and clear
my love,
if we keep walking
we should closely standing
because we don't have any map
this new country still dark and pale
play your hand
and colour all street we find
then we'll have a world
a world that shinning hope for u and me
its a worth living world.

after all

deburan ombak itu menghampiriku
riak kecilnya buatku gemetaran

kenapa kau datang
setelah sekian puluh ribu hari kumencari?
setelah hari tak lagi pagi
setelah terlalu banyak peristiwa
karena sauh dilabuhkan
- dengan paksa

inikah permainan hidup?
barangkali aku pun bukan satu-satunya
: madu yang menetes di langit-langitku
milik siapakah?
terlalu manis untuk dibagi! terlalu nikmat!
apakah aku telah merebutnya?
atau,...
perangkap laba-labakah ini?
(oh, betapa teganya aku menduga)

wahai, kehidupan
ke manakah arah angin akan melaju?

sayapku hampir patah, Bella
dan kau genggam aku
tak tahu ke mana arah angin
ku tetap ingin gapai cakrawala
buatmu
masih,...

bagimu
selalu akan ada

because you give me reason to live

tujuh rembulan

sepi ini menyergapku
sedikit nyeri
:tak mengapa

Kau kah itu yang melambaikan tangan
berbalut kecupan fajar yang merekah
menyerbakkan kening hari yang dingin?

tujuh rembulan di langit tadi malam
kuhitung satu satu
dan bintang bersinar amat terang

kumerindukan hembusan angin lembut pada daun gerisik
ah,..
hanya tetes air hujan

bila saja
engkau ada di sini
rembulan itu buatmu dan aku